And this seems to be the phrase of the year. Its a phrase of submission to circumstances beyond my control. Circumstances such as my ex boyfriend getting a new girl friend. It is what it is. It does, however, take me by a horribly painful surprise.
Now, I know that my right to care is limited. After all, I broke up with him, and what can I expect other than him finding someone else? I guess it's just that I have never seriously considered dating someone else since the break up, and being the one that ended it, I didn't expect him to get over me so quickly.
So basically, this blows.
On a positive note, though, I was given the opportunity of a philanthropic paid internship next summer. I'm absolutely praying that I get it.